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[Dec. 24th, 2008|01:31 am] |
I need to become private, to disconnect with the world around me.
Nothing went wrong but it feels frustrating.
Everything just gets onto my nerves.
I need a break. I am deprived of alcohol. Gin & Tonic used to be my favorite.
There seemed no meaning.
There's no meaning at all.
Just do whatever you want, I am already not happy. Well, if it makes you feel better, then go ahead.
What's the point?
Need some space. Need some hugs. Need some sleep. Need some gin. Need some trance.
I am tired. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2008|09:31 am] |
Why human brood over.....
THE PAST?
When everyone has his/ her past and past is already past?
You have a past, I have a past, she has a past and he has past... A past that you will not tell on how one look, how this person dresses...
It's unfair to judge a person by his/ her past!
THE PROBLEM?
When problem is already a problem? How do you forget it?
Problems are meant to be solved and not avoided, even if it's going to take numbers of years to solve these problems.
Problems do not resolved themselves also NOT just by believing in religiously, or get a fortune teller to change your names or your luck. It complies one's efforts, one's energy and strength to first accept that it's a problem and face it then try to solve it the correct way!
I need a break. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2008|09:20 pm] |
I could not get hold of anyone, I really need to talk. They are probably very caught up. It's ok, I can understand, totally.
It's been a great year. However, this last quater of 2008 was too much drama. I did not know how I made it through. The time passes everyday, so hectic, so involved. Everyday, I expect myself and thus always pretending to be positive, to accept the facts, to think sensibly. Maybe it has done me good. Maybe it really made me a steadier person.
Today, however, I almost lost all of them.
I need to stand on my feet. |
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